Killing her past, but she can't forget him

[Raven Blackwood]

Raven loved lakes. She could sit there and her memories, and everything that hurt her would just leave her mind. She took out a piece of paper and wrote her feelings in a poem.

[glow=red,2,300]
Tears flow from my eyes as blood drops

Killing me with every moment

Filling my heart my heart full of unwanted knots

Landing on my beloveds cheek

Finding where our souls can keep

Staying in each other's arms

It feels like we're lost in the stars

Tears coming down my cheek

Trying to hold the soul I can't keep

As I cut the blood will fall

And all the names will surely call

Dripping down till nothings left

While laying on my dead beloveds chest

At that moment I will experience death

Together forever, the way it should be.[/glow]

[osha]

Osha walked down to the lake, hoping to get a rest from her days journey, a place to fall asleep in peace. Osha was somewhat cautious, she wasn't with her cousin, and her uncle was hunting her down in that very kingdom. Osha spotted a girl who looked as if she were writing something down, 'Someone who apprecates the of the creative arts like I' Osha thought to herself a smile wanted to appear, but Osha had forgotten how to smile.

Osha walked up beside her, "Writing something are you?" Osha asked as she took a seat beside the girl.

"I write too." Osha said as she pulled out her note-book, that she carried in sack, that held all her belongings.

[Raven Blackwood]

"Yes a poem, I love poetry, by the way I'm Raven Blackwood,"Raven said holding out her hand.
"I very much fancy everything that has to do with the art."

[osha]

Osha looked at the girl with kind eyes, but couldn't so much as crack a smile.

Osha excepted the shake, "Nice to meet you, I am Osha."

Osha looked down as it began to rain, and then she began to write her own poem, "I love poetry also."

The poem read:

Theres a cold breeze in the air
But you really don't care
The sky has darkened
You begin to brighten
Your eyes drip with tears
ANd your haunted by your fears
The bath water will flood
As your wrist sprouts blood
You hide in the shadows
Nightmares lurking in the windows
You put on that fake smile
Hoping it lasts just a while...

Osha continued scratching down ideas' that just popped into mind, "How long have you been interest in the arts for?" Osha asked curiously.

[Raven Blackwood]

"Me since I was a little girl,"Raven explained.
"I was abandoned as a baby, and the arts were the only things keeping me sane." She looked up at the beautiful sky and remembered the tales she would write about happiness and true love as a youth, but now that was gone.

[osha]

"I see, my family was all murdered..." Osha began, but stopped at the thought, it hurt her a lot.

She glared forward, thinking about her determination to kill her beastly uncle, and those murderers.

[Raven Blackwood]

"Oh I'm sorry, at least you knew your family,"Raven replied only thinking of her husband.
"I have nobody left." Raven looked down into the lake wondering where she'd be if she knew her family.

[osha]

Osha looked at the girl, "You never knew your family? My apologizes, sorry I didn't mean to make you upset or anything..."

Osha looked at the sky, "I am out to kill the only remaining family of mine! Oh that is except my cousin, she will accompany when getting him, my god-forbidden uncle. The thought of him, makes me just want to scream." Osha held in her meal, the thought was so revolting.

[Raven Blackwood]

"Oh I'm here to find the drow who killed my husband,"Raven replied.
"I miss my husband every moment of the day, but once I find that drow, I will personally rip it to pieces." Raven sat down and stared into the lake trying to calm down.
"Man I need to calm down."

[osha]

"Neh you don't need to calm down, you have every right to be damn right piss*d." Osha said, as anger slowly erupted inside of her.'


"I am after my own race... and some other high-elves the murderers... but I am not one bit racest against anyone, even if a member of their race, tried to ruin my life. I can tell you one thing, I don't have great experiences with high-elves, most of the time. I was in a drow clan, and they killed all of them, but I was out hunting," Osha stopped a sad look on her face, "I don't like hunting, but that is when they killed them, and I was gone."

Osha looked at Raven, "But as I said, I am not prejudice, or racest..." she added in, knowing that Raven was a high-elven.

"It is terrible when someone is murdered that you know, a lot of the time people take it on themselves, that they could've prevented it..." Osha trailed off, "That is what I did ever since I was five, I would think it was my fault, that they were all dead."

[Raven Blackwood]

"I hate it when people are racist,"Raven said staring into th lake.
"If everybody just tried to get along nobody would of died, and our world would be a lot lot greater,"
"Since so many deaths have occured there are less and less of us everyday, if this keeps going on nobody will be left." Raven have always heard the saying united we are strong alone we'll fail. Now she knew what that meant.
"Now I know what united we stand means."

[osha]

"I know, people (including drows and elves) are so stupid and foolish in their ways, it is almost as if they are blind. Eventually we will all be dead, yes, and it will be our own fault, almost as if we committed suicide." Osha said quietly.

"Yah, I get that saying too, it is true." Osha said, "If only the world thought like you and I..." Osha did a dramatic yawn, and then cracked a faint smile.

[Raven Blackwood]

"Yes people today suck period. They need to stop being so selfish," said Raven as she sat down.
"All different races and such need to just get along, fighting and bickering is just a waste of time."

[osha]

Osha nodded her head, "You've got that right."

Osha sat in silence for a couple moments, and wondered where Raven came from before Kingdom Adunaisr, "So where did you come from, before Kingdom Adunasir?"

[Raven Blackwood]

"Well I used to wonder from town to town trying to survive alone since I had nobody at the time," Raven said thinking about her husband.
"Well one day I wondered into a town far away from here in France called Landerneau where I wondered into my husband's house trying to get find some food, and he asked me to stay with him, and then we got married,"Raven told her smiling remembering that day.
"His name was Louis Blackwood. I Loved him with all my heart, but one day he was out hunting and he was killed by a drow." A tear drop came out of her eye.
"Our neighbor told me and took me to his body."
"So I trained to be a Sorceress and came here to find the drow that killed him." Raven looked down into the water remembering his face. He welcomed her into his house and that was the only home she ever had. The only person she ever loved and would do anything for.