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Post by Asheira on Aug 6, 2005 0:28:41 GMT -5
As I sit here, tired and weary, my fingers stroking the keys as always before. I stop a moment and ponder, what am I looking for?
Can anyone really answer that question, as to what it is they desire in all reality?
I wish for darkness to fold its lovely arms about my mind, cradle me in its loving embrace, put to me sleep forever more.
I wish for light, to clear the dark, bring to me a knight who shall keep me safe.
I wish for peace, if not around the world, then in my sleep.
I wish for dreams, dreams that are safe, not filled with the dark shapes of a monster, forever chasing me.
I wish for safety, not the kind you find behind locked doors, but the kind that warms you inside, and makes you feel free.
I wish for desire, for it to fall upon me in the waking hours of twilight, or in the sleepy dawn of wakening.
I long for love, I have love. I long for sleep, this will come. I long for peace, though know it shall not be.
I would have the perfect fairytale ending, if the fairytale had not turned grim.
So what is it I am looking for so desperately? I do not know, so many things that I can not have.
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